Salam Ramadhan Kareem to all.
last
time i wrote about kindness topped up to a certain limit. i said that
we should be choosy, and prioritize to whom and to what we should be
kind for. i admit that's kind of wrong. i was emotionally affected by
the words and actions of an old friend, therefore making me say things i
don't mean. in that case, would be the main reason why i deleted the
post before making this one.
word
for all, we should never be choosy at all. in all circumstances, unless
necessary for us to stay put, always and always stand up and be brave,
and help people. as our Prophet himself encourages, all kind people who
do good things to people shall be rewarded with something more. And
Allah mentions too, that things you've lost in giving shall be rewarded
with something beyond you can ever imagine. what is there to lose,
really?
so
the results will be out in a few days. i'm nervous, but that's normal
right? everybody would feel the same way. it alarmed me of how
terrifying it can be, but i know i have Allah with me. Allah is always
there for me. Whenever im lost or whenever im there at the right place, i
am always under his watch, and care. this post is specifically made for
myself, in case one day i have lost myself again.
abah
said about it is never the end of the world, and that great things take
time. true that. after few days of contemplating, reflecting, thinking,
and persevering, i hereby decided that indeed, engineering is the right
path for me. now everything just makes sense. whatever happens i will
keep on trying my best to excel in this particular professionalism, and
strive for the better good.
be an engineer. be a Muslim engineer.
i
tried my best. and the two years were very painful. i just hope that
kind of struggle ends there, and never become a part of my traumas in
the future. Oh Allah, please have this end well for me. Please make my
parents proud of me, of all the years and money and time that they've
sacrificed for me. Oh Allah, please grant Wan Nur Amirah Md Salzihan
success in IB. ToT
may the best be in our favor. may the winners win. may the rest stay strong.
good luck, Averroes. good luck KMB1416. my best wishes are with you, always and forever.
wallahualam.
miya salzihan